watersoter: (Bunny Love)
 Sorry I've been off the grid for a while but my life has been a mess. I moved, and if that wasn't hard enough, I moved to another state, lol!! Also been job hoping, trying to get one that would pay enough to get a place for myself. I was living with family but you know how that goes. I had to move out, lost my job, was waiting on interviews on another for about a month, got screwed over by last job for my last paycheck and I was almost homeless because of it. Did get that job, pays well and I love it. It was certainly better than the last one where I worked twelve hours a day Mon-Sat minimum wage, ugh!! The only problem with this job is that it's an hour away but oh well. I've done worst commutes. 

Haven't been able to do anything with fanfiction since I hadn't had time and I was so tired I wanted to just crawl into a hole and die. But now that I have weekends and afternoons back, I'm trying to get back in the game. I'm going to try the Marvel Big Bang again this year and the NCIS BB as an artist. We'll see how both go. I have gotten into the Merlin fandom. I have always been a huge fan of the Authurian remakes and movies. I loved the 2004 King Arthur movie, it was awesome. This series was very different and had me rolling my eyes so much my eyes almost fell out of their sockets. Heh, but I so love friendships and the friendship between Merlin and Arthur. It's awesome. Of course the series was so ruined by the later seasons and a lack of directions, but then again, that's what fanfiction is for, hehe. 

I'm also trying to get to my 2018 EAD stories. Mostly my brain is focused on my Avengers/NCIS/Numb3rs/X-Men Movieverse Original Trilogy crossover. Man in Black, I so love this story. I love Don Eppes from Numbers and my Cyclops in the story I really love the way he's coming along. Of course I have to do massive rewrite I need to do on that one. The same with my previous Marvel Big Bang entry Down the Valley of Elah. That one I'm finally getting my inspiration back. It helped me work through my massive, MASSIVE issues I had and still have with the way Marvel handled Schism and AvX and the aftermath. Just, ugh!! Of course now they are kind of doing right by my Cyclops so I might forgive them in a hundred years, lol!! Anyway, I also want to work with my AvX Consequences AU story, Prayer for the Dying, another one that needs rewrites, lol!! And of course last year's MBB that I was going to attempt, Weary Traveler, a SHIELD agent femCyclops and Steve Rogers friendship Avengers Movieverse/X-Men Movieverse Original Trilogy Crossover. It has some other fandoms thrown in there just for fun. I always wanted to do a road trip story and this one popped into my head. 

I also have so many ideas for the Merlin fandom . . . not enough time to write it all, heh!! 
watersoter: (Cyclops)
So last night I had the most awesome dream, which of course had to do with the X-Men and Cyclops and set in the movieverse. It was such an interesting idea, and I felt so cheated that my puppy woke me up since I never found out how it ended, lol. So Happy Birthday to me, I have a new X-Men Movieverse plot bunny, heh. 

The dream was a canon AU and the idea was a bit of a merger with the old and new movies. James Marsden is my go to Cyclops for movieverse, even though I adore Tye Sheridan. So the dream started with Scott being new to the school and not knowing anything. Jean trying to befriend him but Scott still not feeling he fits in. Mystique, who is evil, btw, and for some reason a new brotherhood of evil mutants want to lure Scott away from the school. To capture him. The last bit I remember Scott was walking into the woods and boom, puppy woke me up, lol!! It was more interesting in my dream since a lot more happened but that's the basics. I think this is also inspired by my reading the Star Wars comics, where Luke, being my fav character, is constantly being chased and people are trying to capture him. I think maybe that's why the dream was like that, but I really liked the idea. Another plot bunny to add to my growing pile, lol!!

I know, I know. I should be focusing on my NCIS Reverse Bang, but it's been so hard. About two weeks ago we had such a horrible tragedy in my family and I'm having such a hard time focusing on anything, sigh. Hopefully this will help get my back on track for the RB. :D
watersoter: (Cyclops In Pain)
This has been a very long day. I'm currently stuck on what story I want to work on right now. I want to take a break from Man in Black since it doesn't seem to be attracting that many readers and as fun as that was, I'm lost some of my momentumn. I want to get on something else for a while. Just take a break. I think I might play with one of my West Wing canon AUs. I love Sam and the friendships of the show so . . . hmmm. 

People can be so horrible and vicious online. I don't know what happens when we get online that removes all of our inhibitions. We say such terrible things, without a care about who we hurt as if our words are thrown out there in a vacum. Things we would never, I hope, say to someone's, anyone's face. Just . . . it makes me sad that I had to unfollow someone and I might take it a step further and unfriend them. I just can't take their hateful words. I would never imagined she would ever, ever be capable of writing anything close to what she's been going on about. Sigh. Whatever happened to our humanity? Our compassion? What is it about online forums that removes kindness from our thoughts and turns us into the biggest, most despicable creatures out there? Sad, sad, sad. 
watersoter: (Emo DiNozzo)
Hi everyone! Belated Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!!! Happy upcoming New Years!! This year I spent it away from home with family, which was nice, and so sick I couldn't even enjoy it so much. Going home in a couple of days and I'm still feeling like puppy doody. Of course it's not as bad as it was before, but still I just want to get home and sleep forever. I need soup, saltines and lots of 7up. Or maybe just ginger ale. Ugh, Ugh, Ugh!! I just wanted to take a moment to thank everyone that wrote a story for me as either a stocking stuffer or my NCIS Secret Santa story. I'm so sorry I haven't had the time to read them but as soon as I get home, I will gorge myself on all the NCIS Christmas stories that were posted. :D

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